Memories of the past never seem to pass
When I think of you, there’s really nothing I can do
About the way I feel, I’m like, this can’t be real
I can still feel you even though you’re not touching me
Tears drop from my eyes, I don’t want to cry
But this love I have is something I can’t neutralize
Flashbacks before my eyes of our first time
And the things we did, oh my God, the things we did
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To myself, I try to lie, but I can’t deny
I miss you and wish you still wanted me
All that time we had went by way too fast
And I’m ashamed to say, I let it go to waste
I thought it’d never end, but nothing never ends
We went our separate ways, I guess that was our fate
I’ve never been the same, I still call out your name
In my dreams, I see you, but you run away
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I have to try to give it up, learn to live without your love
You were like a drug to me, don’t know what you did to me
Now you got me standing here wishing I was over there
By your side, back in time, back to days when you were mine
I know you have a life and I hope it’s nice
But since it’s not with me, I’m filled with jealousy
Towards the one you’re with and it makes me sick
Cause I try
But I
Can’t forget you
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I remember you, I do, It’s true
And I’ll never forget you, I miss you, I do
J.W.Hankins